How do I not feel

[quote]I can't do this anymore[/quote]

I'm glad you ended with this statement. Odds are, you actually mean it, which is good, because... yeah, everything else you wrote...? Sounds miserable.

So, since you can't do this anymore... DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT. There is nothing stopping you.

As far as the past goes...? This is part of a poem I wrote back in 1996:

[quote]The Lord replied, "Submit my son
Realise that what is done, is done
You cannot change that which is Past
Graven deep in stone, history is cast[/quote]

In it, a King laments why his Queen betrayed his love, pleading with God to make sense of it. This is the beginning of the reply.

If you want to read the rest, I posted it on here:

https://similarworlds.com/4537559-I-Write-Poetry/572396-The-Lonely-King-Written-10-12SEPT96-the-5th-sequel

If you are interested in recognizing exactly WHY things went down the way they did, you might want to check THIS out:

https://similarworlds.com/4764229-Im-A-People-Watcher/573646-The-Four-Elements-A-Definitive-Guide-to-Successful


Beyond any of the above...? I'm here to chat, if you need to simply vent.

Just gotta take it day by day. Sleep on it, go for a walk and have something to look forward to on a daily, weekly and monthly basis