I Am Confused About My Feelings

I lived with a guy I met at home, in Toronto, for a year, but in the end there was no future in the relationship and it started getting abusive, do with what money I could raise I flew to Dublin. It was the least expensive flight, and it is almost home to France!

Now, I'm living with a crazy bunch of Irish people in a share in Palmerstown, Dublin, and we are having a great deal of fun, but sometimes, it's a lonely feeling that comes to me like a ghost in the darkness. I wonder at going home, but France has quite a few problems now.