I'm feeling lazy and don't want to do work. And depression is starting to kick in.

Tomorrow I'm going to have to pull the breaks on SW so I definitely get stuff done. Probably for about 10 days because I know how important it is to accomplish these goals but.

I have a miniaturized goal sitting right in front of me that I have to get done tonight and I'm already drained.

And I have a vid chat appointment with the artist I'm working with later today. But she did already give me good news about our stuff so, I suppose I should keep more upbeat about it all.

Someone shake some pixie dust on me and make me see the bright sides.

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Carissimi · 70-79, F

*Sprinkling* 🧚‍♀️ dust. Social media causes inertia, and drains you of motivation and energy.

Don’t pressure yourself to feel upbeat, when you don’t. That just takes extra energy from you. Just feel how you feel, and do what you have to do anyway. Good luck, my friend! 🤗

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AuRevoir · 36-40, M

@Carissimi Yes haha! I mean I did stuff this morning but I just got hit heavy. I'll just get a lot done after tonight and come back when I'm ready I guess. I'm not really going to be able to help uplift people if I'm already down and out myself.

Carissimi · 70-79, F

Like they say when you fly...put on your own oxygen mask first. 🙂 @AuRevoir

atlantic59 · 61-69, M

@Carissimi well put!

stound

[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bX14whtcXAw]
it's all I've really got.

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AuRevoir · 36-40, M

@stound It's not your fault that it's unhelpful haha. I'm already feeling depressed again so nothing will help technically. And it was helpful in a sense. It made me feel less alone, and you were here being kind doing what you could.

Thank you.

stound

@AuRevoir quite alright. and that ties into an audiobook I was listening to earlier.. which made me think of a more different song, with the refrain of 'you are not alone in this world' (in case it gets goofier and sappier with the lyrics than I recall)

hell, I can't find it. so here's something else by them.
[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=50dZQkrqxAk]

AuRevoir · 36-40, M

@stound I'll give it a listen later tonight when I finally convince myself to not be such a lazy bastard haha

YukikoAmagi

[c=#359E00]artist? Our stuff? What are you doing?[/c]

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YukikoAmagi

@AuRevoir [c=#359E00]you can find another inspiration while waiting[/c]

AuRevoir · 36-40, M

@YukikoAmagi I still have work to do on other things but I'm just feeling down and it makes me want to procrastinate. I'll get more done tomorrow I'm sure, when I unplug all the added noise for awhile but for now I'm just overwhelmed.

Thank you for your encouragement though. It's very kind of you.

YukikoAmagi

@AuRevoir [c=#359E00]well.. good luck![/c]

atlantic59 · 61-69, M

do it to inspire me cause I can't coordinate anything

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AuRevoir · 36-40, M

@atlantic59 It's fine. I don't find anything you've said or done to be toxic thus far.

atlantic59 · 61-69, M

@AuRevoir I mean organize priorities to get stuff done that is always on the back burner. I can get jobs done when I'm hired for something but my own projects are always delayed or on hold. Motivation for personal stuff is more difficult because I don't have the reward factor, I think. Plus other bad habits...

atlantic59 · 61-69, M

You are fine. Put one foot in front of another and move forward.

JupiterDreams · 31-35

Good luck :)

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