I'm feeling lazy and don't want to do work. And depression is starting to kick in.

Tomorrow I'm going to have to pull the breaks on SW so I definitely get stuff done. Probably for about 10 days because I know how important it is to accomplish these goals but.

I have a miniaturized goal sitting right in front of me that I have to get done tonight and I'm already drained.

And I have a vid chat appointment with the artist I'm working with later today. But she did already give me good news about our stuff so, I suppose I should keep more upbeat about it all.

Someone shake some pixie dust on me and make me see the bright sides.

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stound

[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bX14whtcXAw]
it's all I've really got.

AuRevoir · 36-40, M

@stound I'll listen and see if it helps haha!

stound

@AuRevoir listening now, ... I suppose I should clearufy, the part I was thinking of is the 'everything will be alright' part.

AuRevoir · 36-40, M

@stound Haha, I can sense the foreboding in this song. It's actually sad.

stound

@AuRevoir I tend to think of it as a hopefuly melancholy, but I can see what you mean.

AuRevoir · 36-40, M

@stound Yeah I'm sensing more of an irony with one telling themselves it will be alright, trying to make themselves believe it despite all the pain they're going through.

stound

@AuRevoir perhaps one or both of us projects onto/into the song a bit. sorry it's unhelpful.

AuRevoir · 36-40, M

@stound It's not your fault that it's unhelpful haha. I'm already feeling depressed again so nothing will help technically. And it was helpful in a sense. It made me feel less alone, and you were here being kind doing what you could.

Thank you.

stound

@AuRevoir quite alright. and that ties into an audiobook I was listening to earlier.. which made me think of a more different song, with the refrain of 'you are not alone in this world' (in case it gets goofier and sappier with the lyrics than I recall)

hell, I can't find it. so here's something else by them.
[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=50dZQkrqxAk]

AuRevoir · 36-40, M

@stound I'll give it a listen later tonight when I finally convince myself to not be such a lazy bastard haha