I'm really frightened of marriage, weddings, etc. so does that make me abnormal ? 8-)
I've always been frightened of the idea of marriage, and the concept of weddings totally scares me because of the social nature of such events and things that follow.
My parents divorced when I was 12 so I never had any sort of nurtured childhood with a loving family unit so to me marriage is like a totally taboo area. I've never been to a wedding and to date have never been interested in the idea of proposing, getting engaged, and then married. Even to the two women I've had LTR's and created children with.
Does this make me abnormal? I often wonder if, like my bigger social phobia and fear of anything do do with sex, intimacy and relationships, there's something wrong with me. Otherwise I feel I'm a proper functioning mature adult.
My parents divorced when I was 12 so I never had any sort of nurtured childhood with a loving family unit so to me marriage is like a totally taboo area. I've never been to a wedding and to date have never been interested in the idea of proposing, getting engaged, and then married. Even to the two women I've had LTR's and created children with.
Does this make me abnormal? I often wonder if, like my bigger social phobia and fear of anything do do with sex, intimacy and relationships, there's something wrong with me. Otherwise I feel I'm a proper functioning mature adult.
