I Hate Myself

You know how the news or media can edit out parts of a story to make a person look like a bad guy?

I do that to myself all the time.

I edit out all the good things I've done, exaggerate the bad, tell myself that all the people who love me only feel that way because I manipulated them in some way, and that anyone who tries to defend me (myself) is a disgusting monster.

You know, normal stuff.