I Feel Meh

So over the summer me and this guy were talking. Things didn't work out because we wanted different things & just couldn't make it work. He was a really awesome guy though. Anyways, we had talked about how much fun it would be to go to this Christmas light show together with my family. For the past few years my brothers have brought their girlfriends with us, and it's like a big family thing we do and it's so much fun. I don't know why, but when we were talking about going together it made me feel so hopeful that this year I wouldn't have to go alone.

My family is planning to go next week I think, and surprise surprise, another year of being single as a pringle for the Christmas light show lol.

I know it'll still be fun, but gosh it'll be hard not to think about him.

Meh is the only way I can describe this.