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I Feel Meh

So over the summer me and this guy were talking. Things didn't work out because we wanted different things & just couldn't make it work. He was a really awesome guy though. Anyways, we had talked about how much fun it would be to go to this Christmas light show together with my family. For the past few years my brothers have brought their girlfriends with us, and it's like a big family thing we do and it's so much fun. I don't know why, but when we were talking about going together it made me feel so hopeful that this year I wouldn't have to go alone.

My family is planning to go next week I think, and surprise surprise, another year of being single as a pringle for the Christmas light show lol.

I know it'll still be fun, but gosh it'll be hard not to think about him.

Meh is the only way I can describe this.

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SubZeroSlays808 · 31-35, M

I know how you feel.

I'm 24 and I didn't even have my first girlfriend until I was 23 (who was also my first kiss and the woman I lost my virginity to). But that relationship lasted two months and here I am alone again.

I feel like that relationship taught me that being in love wasn't the grand, spectacular thing Hollywood and modern society made it out to be and that I think I am in need of more friends rather than a soulmate...but at the same time, I found myself on Thanksgiving this year feeling completely alone and invisible, despite being surrounded by my immediate family and relatives. I felt like nobody really knew what I was currently doing with my life or cared enough to ask. I still felt that pain while I was with my ex, but it was definitely less shitty.

KnightRanger · 56-60, M

:'( I'm sorry. That sounds like a bummer! I know what you mean, though – sometimes I end up not doing things, because I have no one to go with, and I know it wouldn't be as much fun alone... But then I get bummed b/c I'd really have liked to go! *wry smile* Ah, well. Such is life, I guess!

newagetim · 46-50, M

hi Rachel. u seem sweet. sorry to hear things didnt work out with that guy, but love to get to know u and talk. i'm tim, usa. so lets chat. :)

IAmJess

Eh, I'm single too. We'll get through it. 🤗

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