I Can Only Change Myself

It's Time I Start Living This Life That God Has Given Me!... I'm done letting the world get to me. I'm done letting people get under my skin. It's about time I be the person I was meant to be all along. My whole life people have let me down but now i'm just not going to expect much anymore. My thinking is all screwed up, and I just realized that I am beautiful just the way I am. And if i'm not happy only I can change it. People have buried my conference so deep in the ground that I thought it would take a million years to get out. I realized today! That just because they told me I would never make it, or I would never be a model, and that I was never good enough. It doesn't mean what they said was true! Well, I got news for the whole damn world! Watch out because there is no more nice girl anymore. I'm gonna fight for my life even if it's the last thing I do. I'm going to show my ex-friends just how amazing I can be. I will prove my parents wrong! I will be the best person I can be. If I want to lose weight I am going to lose weight! But for once i'm doing it the right way. I'm not going to let those skinny bitches tell me i'm worthless or fat or stupid! I'm not gonna damage my body by throwing up or skipping meals. God gave me this life for a reason! And maybe my heart was supposed to break a few times but he has given me the strength to fix it. "Too many people overvalue what they are not and undervalue what they are." I'm more than that number on the scale i'm more than just a pretty face. I realized my heart is what matters the most! Because i'm true to myself. "Being yourself is all it takes if you want to impress someone, don't be someone else just be yourself."If you water yourself down to please people or to fit in or to not offend anyone, you lose the power, the passion, the freedom and the joy for being uniquely you.. It's much easier to love yourself when you are being yourself… Today! Is a new day! And my journey starts NOW!