I Am Trying to Find Myself

I am trying to like focus and I have been trying new things to find myself only a lot ofoobstacles getting in way i went to college to try to do i.t and customer service type of course only i fell ill so got took of the course i can re do it but not till a later date i have been setting realistic goals only things keep popping up that gets in the way of me finding work like child care unexpected illness things i can't do i am really trying i am a parent doing best i can just trying to find that bit more is a struggle but I am not gonna give up just finding my way there.