I Am Unhappy Where I Am At In Life
My mom told me she hopes I have a wonderful day today, but to be truthfully honest, I have not had a wonderful day in years; due to the fact that I’ve been constantly trying to dig myself out of a rut I’ve been in since making some wrong school and life decisions.
The life I’m living right now is a far cry from where I was in high school. Sometimes I wish I could go back and do things differently. I wouldn’t have worked at the grocery store, and I wouldn’t have gone to college at the community college. I would have decided to go somewhere else, or at least chosen a different degree.
I think my life would have been different, and I would have been happy. Happiness is far away now because I can’t just drop everything and start over. Not with the way the world is currently. Covid 19 has made it harder to do anything, and I believe we have less freedom now than ever....if there even was any freedom left. Maybe it’s just a bad time to live in. And what’s worse is, I live with someone who is mostly detached from the world around him. I’m with him, but I don’t always feel like we’re “together”. It feels as though I’m behind glass most of the time.
The life I’m living right now is a far cry from where I was in high school. Sometimes I wish I could go back and do things differently. I wouldn’t have worked at the grocery store, and I wouldn’t have gone to college at the community college. I would have decided to go somewhere else, or at least chosen a different degree.
I think my life would have been different, and I would have been happy. Happiness is far away now because I can’t just drop everything and start over. Not with the way the world is currently. Covid 19 has made it harder to do anything, and I believe we have less freedom now than ever....if there even was any freedom left. Maybe it’s just a bad time to live in. And what’s worse is, I live with someone who is mostly detached from the world around him. I’m with him, but I don’t always feel like we’re “together”. It feels as though I’m behind glass most of the time.
41-45, F
