Vacation sucks
Honestly it’s just shown me how somehow sad my life has become. I’ve done nothing but exercise and clean my apartment, trying to somehow stay busy so I don’t think to much like I did today. I’ve gone into work twice though thats more because I’m a complete idiot for someone I can’t ever be with anyways. I’ve drank way to much caffeine every day, still haven’t paid the electric bill somehow or the million other things I have to pay, I really don’t like being off work which is sad that I’d rather be working even though it’s so damn stressful.
I really can’t rant to my psychiatrist or therapist either since I have to do meetings with them over this stupid computer interface cause god forbid the government do anything to actually stop people from dying.
I have one day left on vacation and while I know I need to do a lot of stuff I’m probably just gonna end up being lazy about it again.
I’m grouchy and should be asleep but I overslept this morning. I’m gonna go stare at nothing while in bed until I eventually pass out.
I really can’t rant to my psychiatrist or therapist either since I have to do meetings with them over this stupid computer interface cause god forbid the government do anything to actually stop people from dying.
I have one day left on vacation and while I know I need to do a lot of stuff I’m probably just gonna end up being lazy about it again.
I’m grouchy and should be asleep but I overslept this morning. I’m gonna go stare at nothing while in bed until I eventually pass out.