I Am So Emotionally Tired
Today has been a rough day... on my way home from work this lady rear ended me while I’m sitting at a red light and that’s just the beginning. I finally get home just to find out that my air isn’t working properly and the inside of my house is 82°. Thankfully it’s an easy fix.
I make my way to my friends son‘s graduation party and my soon to be ex-husband starts messaging me and threatening me not to talk to his family about what really happened during our marriage. I am the first person to ever fight back against him and I refuse to let him control me and I let him know that. So now I am worried that things may take a turn for the worse and he may lay hands on me again or make the divorce process harder than it already is in retaliation. He has already started slandering my name to his friends and entire family so that they won’t believe anything I ever say.
I am so exhausted emotionally all I want to do is cry into someone’s chest and them tell me everything‘s gonna be OK even though I don’t feel like it is. But I have no one that close to me anymore and it’s such an awful feeling. Just no words.
I make my way to my friends son‘s graduation party and my soon to be ex-husband starts messaging me and threatening me not to talk to his family about what really happened during our marriage. I am the first person to ever fight back against him and I refuse to let him control me and I let him know that. So now I am worried that things may take a turn for the worse and he may lay hands on me again or make the divorce process harder than it already is in retaliation. He has already started slandering my name to his friends and entire family so that they won’t believe anything I ever say.
I am so exhausted emotionally all I want to do is cry into someone’s chest and them tell me everything‘s gonna be OK even though I don’t feel like it is. But I have no one that close to me anymore and it’s such an awful feeling. Just no words.
31-35, F
