I Am So Emotionally Tired

I'm so tired I'm exhausted on a whole other level my body is paining and my soul is aching I dunno how to fix it anymore or just wanna lay in bed whole day and just be take care of have my breakfast served to me and be sponged bath and massaged ...ay I would love to be spoilt like that and on top of that I miss my husband wat is the point of having him when at night I jump into my bed alone aaah I wish he was in my bed tired of jumping into a cold lonely bed :(..pls.won't someone take .e to their house for a holiday and take care and pamper me lol..but this year is over and I feel burnt out and frustrated and like nothing went well and I feel like I'm in the same place I started last year ...I wish in this next two months before the year ends my life changes and I.start the new year in a good note and I'm exicted to go into a new year... So sad pls god won't make my wishes cone.true....