What is the worst emotional pain you have ever felt?

My fiance abandoning me without a word when I was fighting for life in a hospital. He couldn't deal with it, I guess. I found and married someone else. Someone better.

It was a combination of betrayal and isolation/rejection...for years.

when my Cat friend "Buddy" was dying , helplessness , anger

Falling hard for a guy and harboring those feelings for six months, believing he was interested in me too, only to log on to Facebook one morning and seeing the very first post on my Feed -- that he just entered a relationship with someone else.

So. Heartbreak.

My father dying.

Losing my only sister early in life and having to deal with all the bad things that came afterwards. It was kinda surreal, I was hoping that it was just all a bad dream during that time.

I've been moving on but I'm always surrounded and reminded of it.

toss up between friend committing suicide and sexual trauma

Loss of my first love almost killed me.

This one nightmare I had. worst sleep ever. Lol

couple of them equally worse

my first break up

The death of my mother.

Helplessness.

Heartbreak

When my son's father told me to abort our son when I told him I was pregnant

I lost those a long time ago

Good thing I am not emotional at all

It’s too depressing

break up