Life...

Just reading this broke my heart, b/c I'm in a similar situation :( I am not disabled, but my anxiety has robbed me of joy for so many years. I never date, I don't have my own place, I don't have kids :/ I feel the same as you.. but just hearing it from another, mademe go BAM! No way should u ever lose hope or think YOU can't also have joys. They always say for me to treat me like I would a friend who had the same issue: and seeing your post made me see, wow isn't that IRRATIONAL that you , (or I) should not have any opportunity to have true joy or love? It sure seems it. You are not a burden, you were here for a reason in this world. You are goodness, and LIFE itself.. there's always a new path for you, a new way or a way to find what YOU want. Huggggggg

Depending on your disability you can choose to live life. And enjoy it. It can be done. I know.

Your post makes me really sad. Because I'm in a similar situation as you are, just that I'm not disabled. Each day, I go to work and I come home. On weekends I still do work at home. It keeps repeating. At the end of month, get salary to pay off the debts and expenses. I have a lover who keeps saying he doesn't care, but doesn't break up with me. I have no friends cos I'm not good at socializing and not really interested. I'm the only daughter so I always wonder how sad and lonely life will be when my mom passes away. All I'm waiting for is my time to die to come too.

I wish I could make you feel better but even myself, I can't help.. But at least, now you know you're not alone karysma.