Life...

While some people date, find love, get married, have kids,make money for themselves I'm sitting at home just wondering what my purpose in life is. I'm happy for those getting the full experience but I wish I had those opportunities too. All I am is a burden to my family and that's a shitty feeling. I know when both my parents die I'll be by myself and and that makes me sad. I never choose to be disabled but who can love me as I am? Nobody. All I'm waiting for is for my time to die to come,,what else can I do?🤔🤔🤔