I Am Leaving
After months of deciding, I think I’m finally going to be deleting this account. Some may say this is overdue.. some may want me to stay, but ultimately, it is my choice.
I started off on EP years ago. At the time I was really really young and depressed. I didn’t have friends in my real life so I guess this was just my way of feeling important. After being on this app called ‘Whisper’ for a while, I wanted to join more social sites on the internet as an attempt to make friends and meet new people. I wanted to fit in for once and be liked for who I was.. tell everything about myself without feeling embarrassed or shy. Of course, looking back on it, that was a dumb idea. Although you can find great people on the internet, you can also find the most terrible. In my case.. I found people way worse than what I’ve dealt with in real life which is why it’s not smart to share so much about yourself on these sites/apps. People can see everything... it’s dangerous! At the time, I didn’t realize this and when EP shut down I searched and searched for a comparable website.. thats when I came across Similar Worlds. I was able to reconnect with old EP friends and also make a lot more. As many of you may know, I am a little, and I was finally able to start expressing that with people of similar interest. I was still depressed and trying to figure out who I was.. and I think that’s why I relied on this site so much.
Now that I’m better, I don’t come on here at all.. and if I do it’s for a night or two when I’m feeling down or bored. then I’m gone again. It may be annoying and it may seem like I don’t want to talk or I’m being rude.. but the truth is, I’m a happier person and I don’t need to be social in order to feel good anymore. This started off as something I did because I loved it, but now it feels like a chore. And I really hope I don’t sound selfish or mean by saying that.
I’ve grown up a lot and this was an amazing journey. I’m so grateful for all of you because you helped me get through the majority of my teenage years. I will always have a special place in my heart for EP and SW, but this isn’t where I belong anymore. If you still wish to chat, I do have kik! (if anyone even uses that anymore, lol!) I would love love love to keep in touch with everyone who has been supporting me and sending me nothing but positivity! my kik is askye21_ ❤️ Thank you all for the amazing experience and I hope those of you that I have close relations with can understand. God Bless you all!
I started off on EP years ago. At the time I was really really young and depressed. I didn’t have friends in my real life so I guess this was just my way of feeling important. After being on this app called ‘Whisper’ for a while, I wanted to join more social sites on the internet as an attempt to make friends and meet new people. I wanted to fit in for once and be liked for who I was.. tell everything about myself without feeling embarrassed or shy. Of course, looking back on it, that was a dumb idea. Although you can find great people on the internet, you can also find the most terrible. In my case.. I found people way worse than what I’ve dealt with in real life which is why it’s not smart to share so much about yourself on these sites/apps. People can see everything... it’s dangerous! At the time, I didn’t realize this and when EP shut down I searched and searched for a comparable website.. thats when I came across Similar Worlds. I was able to reconnect with old EP friends and also make a lot more. As many of you may know, I am a little, and I was finally able to start expressing that with people of similar interest. I was still depressed and trying to figure out who I was.. and I think that’s why I relied on this site so much.
Now that I’m better, I don’t come on here at all.. and if I do it’s for a night or two when I’m feeling down or bored. then I’m gone again. It may be annoying and it may seem like I don’t want to talk or I’m being rude.. but the truth is, I’m a happier person and I don’t need to be social in order to feel good anymore. This started off as something I did because I loved it, but now it feels like a chore. And I really hope I don’t sound selfish or mean by saying that.
I’ve grown up a lot and this was an amazing journey. I’m so grateful for all of you because you helped me get through the majority of my teenage years. I will always have a special place in my heart for EP and SW, but this isn’t where I belong anymore. If you still wish to chat, I do have kik! (if anyone even uses that anymore, lol!) I would love love love to keep in touch with everyone who has been supporting me and sending me nothing but positivity! my kik is askye21_ ❤️ Thank you all for the amazing experience and I hope those of you that I have close relations with can understand. God Bless you all!
