I Miss A Friend

Back hugs, forehead kisses, tight hugs, kisses, makeouts, holding hands, kisses on cheeks, touches, morning calls, goodnight messages, smiles, height, laughs, scent, sharing stories, playing piano, studying together, playing racing cars, pineapple juice, furtive glance and I love yous. I do not know which of these little things made me miss him. He knows how I want to hold him, yet, we need compatibility. We both know that it will end like this, yet, we took the risks. I feel crazy. I just miss him so bad. No way to communicate. I got blocked on facebook and I deleted his phone number. When everyone says you are weird, that's what made you special for me.