I Need Help Can Anyone Help Me Here

I used to have an account on here about a year ago. The profile name was Pineapple2, not that it matters. I really am not doing well and I have no one to talk to. I’ve tried everything, even the suicide prevention hotline. I just need someone to vent to. I know it’s early still and none of you would like to get on the phone with a stranger.. or are probably too busy but please. someone. I’m begging. I am not okay. I need help.