I Hate God

I've always relied on my faith in God to see me through the hard times.
After my husband left me, I finally decided that faith in a God that allows this to happen is a waste of time.
I've always heard, "When God shuts one door, He opens another". Well I have been dealing spiritually as well as emotionally, with doors slammed shut on me and no new ones opening up all my life. I'm in my mid 50's and this loss has done me in, especially after being with this man 15 years.
God is supposed to be all powerful and can even outwit Satan, yet he lets some of us suffer in torment while the other person goes on with their life and gets the happiness that should have been for us.
I'm finished looking up to such a vengeful God.

SoFine · 46-50, F

The Satan of life is the conversation that we have with ourselves after a dramatic event in life. The Satan/evil is what we make this all mean. How much we mull on stuff of life, when we play the victim number. (Poor me)
When you hang onto past events, then you hold you back. You are your love in life, to love yourself with all the good/bad.
You are here to be you, to be you, even with a man or not.