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I Hate God

I've always relied on my faith in God to see me through the hard times.
After my husband left me, I finally decided that faith in a God that allows this to happen is a waste of time.
I've always heard, "When God shuts one door, He opens another". Well I have been dealing spiritually as well as emotionally, with doors slammed shut on me and no new ones opening up all my life. I'm in my mid 50's and this loss has done me in, especially after being with this man 15 years.
God is supposed to be all powerful and can even outwit Satan, yet he lets some of us suffer in torment while the other person goes on with their life and gets the happiness that should have been for us.
I'm finished looking up to such a vengeful God.

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xladixdisillusionedx · 31-35, F

I'm atheist but you shouldn't blame god for the things that happen in life. You need to find peace in your life and get back to being who you want to be. Life is always going to be fucked up its just how you over come things that changes your view sometimes. I'm sorry things are a mess right now but it won't last forever.

IndependentGuy · M

I sold my soul to Satan in 2013 and the worst of hell happened to me. But, then I met God and he was even worse or about just as bad as Satan. They both suck ass.

TwiddlerofThumbs · F

I hope you got a good deal on that soul @IndependentGuy

IndependentGuy · M

@TwiddlerofThumbs No, it's impossible to make a good deal with Satan. It only gives you hell.

Special2No1 · 61-69, F

No, I don't see God as a genie. I know He gives us free will, but why He would put this man in my life, knowing how much I was going to be hurt by him leaving?
As far as God helping, I honestly don't see there being any help. My ex has made his decision, and God can't change that.
Yes, life is a series of ups and downs, but if I were to tell everyone the things that have went on in my life, the negatives far outweigh the positives and that is not being melodramatic.
I was ready to just live out my life as normally and happily as most other people with the man I loved and thought loved me too. Now that is gone and I just don't have it in me to start over.
God has bigger issues than mine to deal with anyway, so my lack of faith in Him any longer is not that big a deal.
Thank you all for your thoughts on this. I guess time will tell what happens next...?

MistahBuziness · 36-40, M

You seem a bit confused. God is not your genie And maybe your husband was just a douchebag. This world belongs to the wicked and this may be a battle they won if losing a man shook your faith in God.

SoFine · 46-50, F

The Satan of life is the conversation that we have with ourselves after a dramatic event in life. The Satan/evil is what we make this all mean. How much we mull on stuff of life, when we play the victim number. (Poor me)
When you hang onto past events, then you hold you back. You are your love in life, to love yourself with all the good/bad.
You are here to be you, to be you, even with a man or not.

AvGeek · 31-35, M

So God should've interfered with your husband's free will? God should've forced your husband's will, you're suggesting? What about your husband's part in all this?

I'm sorry this has happened to you.

Cinnamon · 31-35, F

Wow
This is an awful situation.
I am a Pagan, but I hope you make up with God over time. Sometimes you need to have a good knock-down fight with someone you love, even God.

TwiddlerofThumbs · F

Have you considered that perhaps it was not God who shut this door?
I think you are angry at the only one who can Help you.

Cnnhgtv

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