I Am Going Deaf

I lost my hearing the first time when I was 18. Fully deaf. I always thought deaf people can't hear anything. But it is surely not the case. Well not for me anyways. I would rather take that than the explosions of sound and constant ringing. I have a birth defect and eventually I will be deaf and hopefully when I do it will turn into the silence kind. The way it is now I randomly go deaf and I have constant tinnitus. It used to not be that bad until I went fully deaf again at 22. The last few months have been a struggle for me because though right now I'm not fully deaf, it's almost constant. My hearing effects my reading, writing and speech. With the problems in my and my husbands marriage he hasnt noticed and I havent told him.