I Am Always Thinking and Thinking

My whole life I have always had some greater goal. I always wanted to give something great to the world. What exactly I was going to give changed over the years but I always had that passion and strong knowledge that I wanted to DO something I wanted to make an impact and a change.

It is only just recently that I have realized that not only does not everyone have that same drive, but it's actually pretty rare. Most people just want to.....live? I don't know how to explain it.

I think maybe one reason why so many people are depressed and feel caught in the rat race is because they haven't given themselves purpose. I have always had a purpose to work towards. Something that I fought for even in my darkest times, that kept me alive when I experienced only suffering from life and no joy at all. I knew I hadn't given what I was here to give yet.

I don't know this is me just rambling. It was just a sort of revelation to me. Most people are content to just live.