I Went to a Funeral

I went to my mother's funeral today. I was sad to see her there. But I know my mother is no longer suffering the pancreatic tumor and that the tumor even destroyed itself in that process.

When I got to see her, I looked at her and I said, "I promise, Mom. I promise." I was solemnly promising her what I promised her before: that one day I would find someone and get married one day and have kids and all, because she would've wanted me to anyways. I will one day, and I will point them in a different direction in life different from how mine ever was, which is off the record.

But more to the record, I went to her funeral today, the 30th of August, just four days after she passed away, and I will always remember every good times we had together and all. How I wish I would do anything and give anything to have her back in my life.

Ma? Words can never really describe how much I really do love you and............. I sure miss you a lot.