I Sometimes Just Want To Run Away To Hide My Hurt
As close as I could find to what I'm feeling. I need a fresh start. The problem is I haven't changed enough to move. I still carry extra pounds, still drink a little, and hurt some. All are better and getting better but not where I had hoped to be.
What I am doing to prepare for myself exit. I quit the gym I didn't like to go to. I joined a new gym I like. It has multiple locations. Love my yoga classes. I cook and bring my lunches to work. Eating healthy. I eating lots of vegan. Joined an online moderation drinking site. It's good support. I'm heading to a lunch time group for 12 weeks. It has two moderators who are licensed therapist. We are covering the basics of emotional wellbeing. Thinking about sitting for Cpa exam. I look at zillow in cities I want to live in someday. Lots of trying but need to feel the change in my soul. Deep in my soul.
The wind is blowing. Feeling this wind coursing through my veins. My soul is stirring with eager excitement.
What I am doing to prepare for myself exit. I quit the gym I didn't like to go to. I joined a new gym I like. It has multiple locations. Love my yoga classes. I cook and bring my lunches to work. Eating healthy. I eating lots of vegan. Joined an online moderation drinking site. It's good support. I'm heading to a lunch time group for 12 weeks. It has two moderators who are licensed therapist. We are covering the basics of emotional wellbeing. Thinking about sitting for Cpa exam. I look at zillow in cities I want to live in someday. Lots of trying but need to feel the change in my soul. Deep in my soul.
The wind is blowing. Feeling this wind coursing through my veins. My soul is stirring with eager excitement.
