The person to help you in life is you.
Then build up your self-love and self-worth.
The hard times teach us to depend on our own-self.
You are your anchor in life.
With Long Term relationship, then don't seek love outside of you, till you love all that is you. Why, you may look for a mate/partner but choose a man/women that you wanted as a dad.
Take your time, build you up. Be your own best friend in life.
Build up your toxic radar, that will help you choose your friends with wisdom not need.
AND... in time to forgive those that let you down time and time again.
Peace .....

It is difficult when thoes we trust fsil to live up to our expectations and needs .. .. no parent is perfect or provides everything someone wants .. .. Butbwe each have to face the lives we have and do our best to persevere .. .. ..

It sounds like dispite the troubles you have faced you have a sound handle on your life and what you want to be happy .. .. Thou he is not perfect and may not live up to your expectations keep in mind that others do not have what you do and would willingly switch places .. .. I'm not saying you should praise your father .. .. just appreciate what he does do and provide for you .. .. ..

im sorry for what you went through my mom's father was an alcoholic. all she knew of the guy was a guy who would wast his savings at the bar and not come home for days then come home with pizza to say sorry like it mattered to them. he tried going to aa meetings but it was something he had to change on his own. he didnt change till after my mom had kids that he eventually got his act together.

That's a shame about your father. Hopefully you can work through your feelings...if you need to talk, let me know.

You just never know what life will throw at you. What is important is how you find you're through it.

you are right in your search

The best kind of lady, has them, do not feel bad?

sorry sweetie

why so many mans can be so big retards omfg