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I swear the universe just wants to push me to breaking point and get rid of me.

I’m in a very constant battle with lots of situations in my life right now and I am struggling to get my life back before it’s over and I feel like I’m starting to lose the battle and just like nearly 95% of my life I never gave a flying shit wether I live or die and now I’m starting to lose that care completely and I feel the universe feels the same way about me too. Like right now I am riddled with stress and anxiety, fantasising about how nice would it be if I died in such a very brutal way and rid my anger once and for all is the only thing calming me down right now.
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Lostpoet · M

You should think about your friends and loved ones no one wants to think about you hurting yourself it will destroy their life too. I wish i could help brother and i've been in that boat so many f-ing times to you'd think i'd have some small idea of finding some relief but i don't all i can say i pray life starts treating you fare again.🍻be safe man

SW-User

@Lostpoet I know I should but I feel that my friends or loved ones have no need for me anymore and I’m really starting to feel that I have overstayed my welcome on this planet.
I should of done it two years ago.
I pray that you stay safe too my brother.