I Am An Empath

I am sleeping less and less, I am kept awake by the voices in my head that take just a bit too much pleasure in pointing out my failures, so in turn I attempt to plan things out to make sure these failures do not keep repeating to those who I care about, and from there the voices return to tell me how my plan will turn out, how at the moment of action I will fail, and so far they are right, but still I keep trying, and I end up watching helplessly as what they predicted plays out in front of me, to fail myself is one thing but to fail others is not an option