I Lost Someone To Suicide

Just recently in fact I come to find out that my cousin decided to hang herself and it really has hit me hard but through all the grief I'm currently going through it has suddenly given me inner strength and a big reality slap cuz I've attempted to take my life more than once but now In finally realise what misery and sorrow it causes cuz I can only imagine what her kids are going through so today is a new me and I'm gonna get started on my bucket list and I got a lot to do so farwell cuz thanks for everything you did for me even at times I probably didn't deserve it I'm gonna make you proud