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I Feel Like Dying

My dad told me last night because I didn't agree with his plans and decisions he told me "I'll give you a razor blade so you can slit your throat" today we got in a argument he saw that I wasn't agreeing with him and he saw that I was voicing my own opinion so he started beating on me😔 I wish I had no dad

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TheMagicPill

Where is your mother?

BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F

She watched as he did it to me

TheMagicPill

@BlackAphrodite: what exactly did he do?

BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F

@DarkestTrance: he punched me in my arm then he threw a shoe at me and it hit me on my arm then he got up and slapped me in my face and when ducked down to cover my face he hit me on the head pretty hard with the shoe

TheMagicPill

@BlackAphrodite: That is terrible. Is there someone you can tell about this?

BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F

@DarkestTrance: 😔No

TheMagicPill

@BlackAphrodite: You have any siblings?

BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F

@DarkestTrance: yes but they don't give a shit about what my family does to me or anything they don't care about me either

TheMagicPill

@BlackAphrodite: Why do you think that is?

BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F

@DarkestTrance: because both sides of my family are crazy and they never gave a shit about me

TheMagicPill

@BlackAphrodite: I am sorry that you have to go through this. My advice would be, to first see if there is a teacher, family friend, relative that you can confide in. If there is no one, withdraw, stay calm and keep a low profile. Build yourself up from within yourself and concerntrate on being strong. Keep a record with dates and events of exactly what kind of abuse transpires. Make sure to keep it private. Concerntrate on school, get good marks so that in a year or two you can get out of that environment. If you feel you can no longer bear it, go to the cops, if that happens, your diary of events, on paper will be a good back up.

Stay strong, don't let this define your whole life, you are young and have your whole future ahead of you. Hold on to that within yourself, eventually you will get out of that situation. You are welcome to reach out at any point.