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I Feel Like Dying

My dad told me last night because I didn't agree with his plans and decisions he told me "I'll give you a razor blade so you can slit your throat" today we got in a argument he saw that I wasn't agreeing with him and he saw that I was voicing my own opinion so he started beating on me😔 I wish I had no dad

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SethGreene531 · M

We're here to speak with you, and be with you. Dont hesitate to reach out to any one of us, please.🙏

BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F

Thankyou😔

SethGreene531 · M

@BlackAphrodite: You're most welcome, you're in our prayers. God bless you.😟

SethGreene531 · M

You do realize this garbage he's feeding you is entirely the product of being a serial abuser and no reflection of your worth as a human being, right. Please tell me you realize this. It hurts deeply to hear it said but DONT BUY INTO this

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SethGreene531 · M

As long as the abuser can keep you cowed, feeling like you're nothing, --and part of that is psychological manipulation they do ie "you're garbage go kill yourself"--you wont rise up against them, its how they wield their power.

Plus I'd hate to think that the abuse/words has made you believe any less about yourself as a human being.

SethGreene531 · M

@BlackAphrodite: 😦😢

SethGreene531 · M

@Seth531: You are in my prayers tonight Aphrodite.😟 HUGS🤗❤💜

SethGreene531 · M

Is there another family member, a mother, anyone that can intervene? Older siblings even?

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SethGreene531 · M

Yeah, I'm not talking about your sibling or family, they have left for you dead.

I'm speaking about POLICE, protective services, a help line at least.

BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F

@Seth531: I'll be 18 next month what is child protective services gonna do?

SethGreene531 · M

@BlackAphrodite: Then maybe police or a shelter perhaps. Is there a friend or distant cousin u can stay with?

Pinkrainbowkisses · F

[c=#BF0080]Awe. I'm sorry. 😞
Hope you are doing okay now..[/c]

BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F

😔I'm not I hate my life

Pinkrainbowkisses · F

@BlackAphrodite: [c=#BF0080]*hugs* 😿[/c]

BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F

@Pinkrainbowkisses: thankyou 😔

TheMagicPill

Where is your mother?

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TheMagicPill

@BlackAphrodite: Why do you think that is?

BlackAphrodite · 22-25, F

@DarkestTrance: because both sides of my family are crazy and they never gave a shit about me

TheMagicPill

@BlackAphrodite: I am sorry that you have to go through this. My advice would be, to first see if there is a teacher, family friend, relative that you can confide in. If there is no one, withdraw, stay calm and keep a low profile. Build yourself up from within yourself and concerntrate on being strong. Keep a record with dates and events of exactly what kind of abuse transpires. Make sure to keep it private. Concerntrate on school, get good marks so that in a year or two you can get out of that environment. If you feel you can no longer bear it, go to the cops, if that happens, your diary of events, on paper will be a good back up.

Stay strong, don't let this define your whole life, you are young and have your whole future ahead of you. Hold on to that within yourself, eventually you will get out of that situation. You are welcome to reach out at any point.

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