I Feel Like Dying

Agony... She's drowning. drowning in a river of darkness. A river leading to nowhere. She is sinking to the bottom like an anchor. She is not even moving her arms or kicking her legs triyng to swim to the top. She has given up. She is consuming her river of darkness. Sinking further until she hits the bottom and is totally forgotten. This little girl is unprepared for this world. She is too little to fight. But that doesn't stop others from fighting her. Fighting her emotions. Making her feel even more sick than she already does. Making her feel like she is a statue. Just standing there while everyone stares at her. Observing all of her flwas and all of her faults. Observing her from head to toe and then moves on. She wants the pain to go away. She wants to be able to breathe. Breathing is impossible. When she takes a breath, its like a thousand knives slicing through her chest. She can't even do something as simple as breathe anymore. If she can't even breathe on her own, why even attempt living?