I Am Hurt

I don't think I will get much sleep tonight. I think I worked out that one of the people I care about the most, does not want me in their future. The first hint was as obvious as they were saying they no longer want to call me their friend (and there is much more to it, but out of respect for them I won't share their story here).

Honestly, I feel heartbroken...I really cared about them and looked forward to having so much fun with them in the future. The person who made me the happiest and made me feel safe, became the person who I just want to hug and not let go of out of fear. :'(

Ugh, I get embarrassed that I make so many emotional posts on here but it truly helps me when I feel like crap. 😖