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I Am Hurt

I don't think I will get much sleep tonight. I think I worked out that one of the people I care about the most, does not want me in their future. The first hint was as obvious as they were saying they no longer want to call me their friend (and there is much more to it, but out of respect for them I won't share their story here).

Honestly, I feel heartbroken...I really cared about them and looked forward to having so much fun with them in the future. The person who made me the happiest and made me feel safe, became the person who I just want to hug and not let go of out of fear. :'(

Ugh, I get embarrassed that I make so many emotional posts on here but it truly helps me when I feel like crap. 😖

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OtherRealMe · 46-50, F

I know just how you feel. Tonight I made a total mess of what was already a messy situation.
It's hard when you're close to someone but they choose not to be close to you xx

LittleRee · 26-30, F

Sorry to hear you went through that :( For me, today was the best day I have had in a long time. I have been sad for a long time and today I spoke to someone who really helped me cheer up and then I had some exciting news today but when I came home...I came home to find out about what that person truly wanted, and it was not friendship anymore. :( I feel like my situation with that person has erased everything that was good today. I would have given up those good things if it meant they wouldn't say what they did.

OtherRealMe · 46-50, F

It's hard but people only stay in your life for as long as they are many to be there. If someone leaves a new person will eventually fill the void. Lessons are learnt from each person we encounter throughout or lives, when the lesson is learnt the move on.

Eli072 · 22-25, M

i am sorry for your loss and i have been through something simmilar and i know how much it all hurst! :(

LittleRee · 26-30, F

I am sorry to hear that you have experienced something like this too :'( It sucks, especially when you have tried so hard to be a good friend to that person.

Eli072 · 22-25, M

yeah!

and the worst part was for me is that it came so suddenly and it had no idea that person really felt that way about me and it hurt so much...

but you should know that i am here for you if you want to talk about it becuse i can relate to your situation at least :)

LittleRee · 26-30, F

@Eli072: It is kind of like that with me! 😰 Everything was going fine, but all of a sudden they had a change of heart. The most awkward part is, I did nothing wrong (even in their perspective) so it makes me feel like I was not "enough" for them to want to keep being friends. They would argue otherwise, but really I feel like if I was better, then this may have never happened. :( Thank you, though. :)

Exhibiter1000 · 61-69, M

You post all you want if it helps. If you need somebody to talk to I'll listen

LittleRee · 26-30, F

Thank you :)

kidwock · F

Soooooo Missy, what did you do for them to have that reaction?

LittleRee · 26-30, F

I tried to cheer them up, then I told them they are a dear friend to me. They suggested they did not see me as their friend anymore (for reasons I can't say on here, but it was not due to me hurting them). We haven't fought in a long time so I didn't do anything to start this. That is all I can say on the matter, though. I did not do anything to anger them today.

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