I Use Music As Therapy For the Soul

I can't function without listening to music, and I try to communicate through music, but nobody seems to understand. And I don't understand speaking words much at all to be honest.. My first language was music and sign language. As I grew older I just learned to copy and mimic others when the put syllables out of their mouths. If I try speak on my own I stutter a lot and get confused. I feel like a glitch. 😰