I Want to Know the Story Behind Your Username

*sighs* 4 years ago I met this woman at work. Calling her beautiful would be an understatement, to which sadly the world agreed, as this gorgeous redhead had been catalog model for a sports wear brand moee that a decade ago, and still looks the part, so yeah... but the surprising part, she's the second person on thia world I've ever met that I could communicate and connect with! We would have long pointless conversations, to the point we would sometimes missed work calls and other stuff. This went on for about a year, and as can be easily deducted, I was particularly happy. A few times it would feel as if things were moving forward... But then along came this guy, average looking, or at least normal looking, unlike me,an to top it off, swimming in money. Took him no effort to woo her... funnily enough, when she was with him ahe acted like, well, not the nicest person in this world, but when he or hia friends were nor around she was back to the awesome nerdy woman I knew..
But so, like that opera, she was Colombina, he was Arlecchino, and me? "You really think you're a man? Hahaha! You are a clown!" So guess I was just the pathetic clown of the story, believing more than probably ever was there...

Today, or yesterday to be precise, I received the invitation for her wedding with this same Arlecchino...and with this, to add to my patheticness,I discovered that I still held to hope...*sigh* indeed a pathetic clown I am...🤡

Ah well, enough of my pathetic stories...time to sleep as I had a really shitty day and today doesn't promise to be any better...😴