I Feel So Alone

Today especially. It is the weekend. I have no close friends other than my GF. My children are with their mother for the next few days. I have run out of projects. The sun is out, but the car is with my GF who is at work. Alone. Lonely. Sad. Feelings of "Is this as good as it gets?" dance in my brain. This isn't much of a piece I've written here... even THAT has me feeling blue, lost, and alone. I sure could use some friends... an escape, a life. Sigh...