I Think I Am Ugly

It’s funny when people say: “someone might have liked you and you never knew about it because they never had the guts to tell you.” Because I cant even fathom anyone seeing me and being like “oh wow she’s cute.” And like, I know it’s not impossible but come on. There’s no way. It’s also funny to me how I can’t fathom someone suffering from social awkwardness just as much, if not more, than I do. It feels like I’m the only one sometimes but I know I’m not. Lol nowadays I guess I’d consider myself cute but before? No way. I hope something comes to happen between my crush and I but just thinking that makes me feel crazy.