I Have Been Hurt Or Betrayed By My Family

Remember when we used to play in the rain like tomorrow was never going to come? And when we used to stare up at the lights flashing from afar from the ground up into the sky and think, we're movie stars? Remember when we used to play games, stay up all night with friends, and just get into little bits of trouble around my old apartment complex? We were best pals, in it until the end, nothing could tear us apart. Then your mom left, took you and your sister to Miami, let you get stuck in the wrong crowds...and you came back so different, but I didn't care. You went to jail, fooled around, got lost...but I didn't care. You're my cousin, just 2 days older than me. We're in it until the end...I thought. Then I made one mistake, and you held it against me, yelled at me, told me I was wrong. Then you started treating me completely different like I didn't matter. You stopped spending birthdays with me, stopped saying thank you when I sent you something and didn't even tell me where you lived or where you were going. You moved to Arizona and got lost, and when our other cousin got married, I got you there. You stayed in a hotel with me and my boyfriend, and it was like we were okay again...but I think that was just an act. Just last month or 2 ago, you got married. You said nothing to anyone, just eloped. And when we asked you about it, you said we'd be invited to the ceremony...but that was last week. Now I know I will never be a part of your circle again. Now I know I mean nothing anymore. I wish you happiness in your life, but hear me now...you won't ever hear another peep out of me.