I Really Hate Lying And Betrayal
Betrayal
I know why you are requesting me for a friend. I will not allow you to hurt me any longer. You always come looking for me for some sick need inside of you.
Betrayal cuts so deep and while there is forgiveness so that I can move on with my life, I will not let my guard down again. I remember when we were children. You were the only one in the family that resembled me. We both had light complexions; we were the only ones with green eyes and so unlike all the others in the family from both sides.
You were so young when the writing was on the wall as to some of your issues in life. Life was going to be tough on you and it has been. I know that you are lost, but I can’t help you because you are bringing everything and everyone down with you.
I have to save myself because if I let you in my life, I might as well sign my death sentence and sadly, I believe you have no idea that you are siding with the devil, the very devil that wants to kill me.
I remember when I first asked you, no begged you as I cried to please not share anything about me with this man. You laughed. This use to hurt me on such a deep level to know that you could take my crying, pleas to not share anything with him about me, but you ignored them all. The first time that I found that you had betrayed me to call him (Stalker # 2) and tell him where I was, was a pain so deep in my heart. I fell to my knees to know that I did not matter in the least to you. I was so hurt and lost that someone that should love me and someone that knows I have never done anything to hurt him or judge him would destroy me.
I realized that you are functioning on something more evil than I can comprehend.
I know why you are requesting me for a friend. I will not allow you to hurt me any longer. You always come looking for me for some sick need inside of you.
Betrayal cuts so deep and while there is forgiveness so that I can move on with my life, I will not let my guard down again. I remember when we were children. You were the only one in the family that resembled me. We both had light complexions; we were the only ones with green eyes and so unlike all the others in the family from both sides.
You were so young when the writing was on the wall as to some of your issues in life. Life was going to be tough on you and it has been. I know that you are lost, but I can’t help you because you are bringing everything and everyone down with you.
I have to save myself because if I let you in my life, I might as well sign my death sentence and sadly, I believe you have no idea that you are siding with the devil, the very devil that wants to kill me.
I remember when I first asked you, no begged you as I cried to please not share anything about me with this man. You laughed. This use to hurt me on such a deep level to know that you could take my crying, pleas to not share anything with him about me, but you ignored them all. The first time that I found that you had betrayed me to call him (Stalker # 2) and tell him where I was, was a pain so deep in my heart. I fell to my knees to know that I did not matter in the least to you. I was so hurt and lost that someone that should love me and someone that knows I have never done anything to hurt him or judge him would destroy me.
I realized that you are functioning on something more evil than I can comprehend.
