I Am Getting Better
When I had originally joined back on here it was for anonymously ripping off all my demon band-aids. And in doing so kind of made me lose my place in the universe for a few months. But here I am, sitting here as I used to, not so freaked out and hurt over things that have happened. If I haven't completely gotten over or healed from my past, I know I have at least conquered the first mountain. My method may have been a little unconventional, but seems to have been effective regardless.
I found an art therapist around where I live and am waiting to hear back from her. I am not depressed, although I've said that before and been wrong, but I want to be proactive. I want to keep myself in this state of feeling alright about things.
Another little thing that has gotten better, I believe, from this site, is my writing. It used to be all over the place. It'd make sense to me, but probably not to anyone else. I am actively working on this. I have sent important emails and submitted papers that follow that similar flow of just barely connecting one paragraph to the next, or even two sentences making sense together! I believe it has a largely to do with me writing so much poetry (something I love) where when doing so I purposely ignore all things that say "This needs to be written this way to be coherent". I like going wild. You can't go wild many times as an adult, so writing should always be fun and wild, but also coherent.
I found an art therapist around where I live and am waiting to hear back from her. I am not depressed, although I've said that before and been wrong, but I want to be proactive. I want to keep myself in this state of feeling alright about things.
Another little thing that has gotten better, I believe, from this site, is my writing. It used to be all over the place. It'd make sense to me, but probably not to anyone else. I am actively working on this. I have sent important emails and submitted papers that follow that similar flow of just barely connecting one paragraph to the next, or even two sentences making sense together! I believe it has a largely to do with me writing so much poetry (something I love) where when doing so I purposely ignore all things that say "This needs to be written this way to be coherent". I like going wild. You can't go wild many times as an adult, so writing should always be fun and wild, but also coherent.
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