I Feel Sad
I’m not sure if I call it sadness, but there is a real feeling of “emptiness” within me today. I’m doing my best to build a new life for myself, but still in the early stages of fumbling around trying to figure out what that looks like for me. As I had lost touch with what “living my best life,” means for me, and only came up blank every time I asked, I decided to reverse the question to “Is this conducive to living my best life” with even the smallest of actions I take, or should take because procrastination is not living my best life, either.
I feel very much alone, but not in the sense of “go out and do something,” but more existentially. I planned on taking a walk, but it’s still so cold, even at 40F, which is the “warmest” it’s been in many weeks. I’m missing people and animals whom I loved, and have gone forever. Maybe it’s winter, isolation, and loss all coming together to make me feel abandoned. *sigh*
I feel very much alone, but not in the sense of “go out and do something,” but more existentially. I planned on taking a walk, but it’s still so cold, even at 40F, which is the “warmest” it’s been in many weeks. I’m missing people and animals whom I loved, and have gone forever. Maybe it’s winter, isolation, and loss all coming together to make me feel abandoned. *sigh*
