I Need A Mentor

Hello,
my name is Phoebe, and first of all, I appologize for my english, as it's not my native language.

I've always been struggling with the social events, finding friends, communication etc. As far as I can remember, I've wished for someone older (particularly a father figure, as my father never talked to me much) I could ask how to react in social situations, as I never understood how a community and relationships work. But as I felt ashamed, I never asked for help, because everyone seems to "get" these things intuitive - like, how to recognize if someone is a friend, after how many meetings you call it a friendship, when is the right time to share something personal with another person, how does group dynamics work, how to know when is my time to talk in a conversation (as I often jump into the speech of someone else or there are silent breaks) and so on.

So I'm looking for someone I could ask all these strange questions and who would be willing to take some time. Thank you:)