I Am a Wolf Traped In a Human Body

Deep In My Eyes A Wolf Watches Back At You.... I have always believe I'm the only one who feels this way. After I accidentally find this group through Google I realized that I may not be the only person in the world feeling this way. Have to admit it was a big relief. May be I'm not as lunatic as I have always thought...
Since I was little kid, I have loved wolves and also pretend like I'm a wolf. Those wild canines have always been really close to me, but I haven't see it before. Might be few years ago when I first time realized that. Since that I have accustom that thought; half of me is wolf and half is human.

In nowadays, I still run in the nights with my two dogs, as a "pack". I "chase" hares with my dogs. Only thing I have wanted to do, but I haven't dare is to howl, because I live in the city and I don't want to those white jackets get me to loony bin.

Once I hear story about creating the world; God create all the animals and humans, but soon he noticed that there was too much animals. So he take some animals and re-create them as humans.
I thought long time I was re-created human, and it made me feel so bad; why me? I bet I could be more happy as a wolf !

Hypothermia · 31-35, F

I'm not sure what I'm believing nowadays. I have believed in spirit animals and spirit guides, or believed that my spirit animal (which is wolf) is my spirit guide.

This group's name hit me totally when I accidentally find it trough the Google. It describes exactly how I feel; wolf is trapped inside me, it wants to be free, but it can't.

My cat friend is the only one who I know who understands me, but she doesn't feel like there's a cat that trapped in. Or may she has just been accepted it better than I have my wolf. Yet. Hopely someday I could be okay with this. I mean, I hope I could someday understand this better than I understand this now.

It feel good to think this and just discuss it here with people who feel same way. I'm so glad I found this group. I'm not so alone anymore.