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I Am a Wolf Traped In a Human Body

Deep In My Eyes A Wolf Watches Back At You.... I have always believe I'm the only one who feels this way. After I accidentally find this group through Google I realized that I may not be the only person in the world feeling this way. Have to admit it was a big relief. May be I'm not as lunatic as I have always thought...
Since I was little kid, I have loved wolves and also pretend like I'm a wolf. Those wild canines have always been really close to me, but I haven't see it before. Might be few years ago when I first time realized that. Since that I have accustom that thought; half of me is wolf and half is human.

In nowadays, I still run in the nights with my two dogs, as a "pack". I "chase" hares with my dogs. Only thing I have wanted to do, but I haven't dare is to howl, because I live in the city and I don't want to those white jackets get me to loony bin.

Once I hear story about creating the world; God create all the animals and humans, but soon he noticed that there was too much animals. So he take some animals and re-create them as humans.
I thought long time I was re-created human, and it made me feel so bad; why me? I bet I could be more happy as a wolf !

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Hypothermia · 31-35, F

It was today when I was thinking of you Wolf1996, you and howling. I decide to try tomorrow, when I'm alone at home. If I dare. I want to, but I'm not sure do I dare. I'm afraid of that my neighbours would hear.

Sometimes I feel like I have lost my identity; I'm not sure what or who I am. Years ago I felt like I'm not a female nor a male, it was those times when I realize my wolf side. I didn't feel that I have gender, I was just a wolf to myself. Now those confusing feelings has come back. Even I now feel myself a wolf female, but still... I don't know how to describe.

Also I sometimes feel really alone because of this. I have one friend who doesn't think I'm wacko thinking myself as a wolf. She feels herself as a cat, so she quite understands me.
It was funny when we was at city one evening just wandering around and I sense our animal sides. I sense the cat inside her. It was strange, but same time really reliefing; I wasn't alone. And she has said after we met first time in spring year ago that I had look like a wolf when I turn around and see she coming towards me. She almost stopped at the place.

Do you bite or lick things?
Because I have one nasty habit; biting. I bite my fiancé. Sometimes his chest is full of bruises 'cause I have nip him. First it really shocked me. ("I have really do that?!") He thinks it's just cute and doesn't really care of it. Always saying me "bite, if you want to bite, don't apologize or be sorry".
Sometimes I feel myself really brutal and violent human, but not the time when I'm nipping him. Usually afterwards I have felt those humanlike feelings.

I feel myself silly to speak up these sensitive thoughts and feelings I have. I'm still afraiding that someone will come to say I'm a lunatic (which I surely am, no doubts of it). Don't know, I'm still kind of seeking an answer to all this wolf-thing.. and people who feel quite same of themselves. I'm really confused right now; not sure do I even exist when I'm thinking all this.

Sorry about the length of the comment; I have never learned to write shortly.