I feel such hopeless dread when I think about how I have to work full time for the rest of my life

It's so worrisome because I've never had a husband to fall back on. Have always lived with my parents. Even though I have over 25 years experience in front desk at hotels, it's so hard to find that place of belonging. And a job that also pays extra good. I feel like even when I have a job, I'm constantly searching. It's been never ending searching for like 10 years now. I feel like I'm going to be job hopping the rest of my life. I get stressed at jobs easily. I have panic attacks. I also have major back and hip problems