I used to work very very hard and perform flawlessly

At the work place. But after years of no benefit I quiet quit. I was brought up to work hard and that's just who I was. But time never lies. The only benefit I ever got from working hard at a job was more work and consumption of my time. Today I value my home time and do not value the job. I do as little as possible, as fast and efficient as possible without appearing on the radar. Jobs mean not more to me now than getting that paycheck. There's nothing I care less about than corporate jargon and jobs. I'm not lazy, just tired. There's no incentive but the paycheck. Why should I drain myself for the opportunity to end up deleted. I even take food, music and movies to work while doing this site and watching YouTube. The young gatehouse guards play video games on their laptops 😂. I make work as close to home as possible and that's helped a lot. Hot chocolate, 8 15 minute breaks a night, yet the job is done. I make 16.50 an hour full time in Florida. Now if I made 25 plus an hour, there'd be more dedication and motivation on my part. But I still wouldn't let it consume me.