Okay so I would say work is going a tad better. ....a TAD better. But as the day went on I was getting more and more scatter-brained....which led me

to miss a few important things. Now I feel absolutely shite for not informing my boss about those things, that someone else gave them a heads-up regarding it so the problem could be solved...:((( I feel dumb and all.
Then again I heard my boss talking to one of his colleagues and the colleague was saying something which I thought was about me....they were literally sitting 2 feet from me so I could hear them. I'm sad that I'm spoken about so poorly. I'm not the best, I know, I have many flaws. I used to be better though, and that makes everything sadder.