I am a fighter

It started three years ago when I was about to transfer my papers from the university hospitals to the central hospital of Dairut after finishing the university residency years. They told me that you forgot to apply for the job on the ministry of health website and that deprives you from the job forever . I got severely frustrated and bad depression back then like something bad cracked my heart. I kept trying to contact important people to fix this problem but no way ever . I surrendered actually to sadness and pain that has been overpowering me . Once up on a time I called the ministry of health to ask and I was sure that there is still no way to get back to work and I was surprised when they told me that the application is open because of the lack of the doctors because of COVID 19 . I hurried up and opened the website and applied and I was accepted. Though sadness, thoughts of losing the job again and heart ache bever left me or got better except lately. All that period I try to convince myself that the scare is over and I am just ok but no way , it took over me . Now I feel better as I stabilize and progress in the job. Actually that was the last and the worst experience I have been through and I am thankful to God and luck for getting my job back 😔